Goddess of GELAP  (1079 views)

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Age

27

Location

Jakarta, Indonesia

Birthday

November 15

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Age

27

Birthday

November 15

Location

Jakarta, Indonesia

Looking To

Make friends

Languages

English, Other
 

About Me

I am Lust, and I'm in love with Death.

Interests

Gothic Fashion, Gothic Architecture, Gothic Culture, Praying, Ka'bah, Joking, Laughing, Brainstorming, Smart, Open-minded, Humorous, Athletic people, Movie freak, Book-freak, Eating, Chamomile Tea, Coffee Latte, All kinds of Strawberry drinks, Blood, Vampire, Narcissm, Daydreaming,Mountain Hiking, Online, Munching, Sleeping spooky, Cat, Dorama, Music, Movie, Sport (Soccer, Basketball, Badminton, everythings challenging), All about Japan, AC Milan (THE BEST!! Juve, Intermilan & Roma suck!!) and Spurs (Bulls & Lakers suck!!)

Favorite Music

Lacuna Coil, In This Moment, Lamb of God, Portishead, Cradle of Filth, Moy Moy Palaboy, Ambeon, NIN, Tristania, Nightwish, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Sopor Aeternus, Arcturus, Bloodbath, Black Sabbath, Sarah McLachlan, Sheryl Crow, Moonlight, Dimmu Borgir, Arstarte, HIM, Elend, Ayreon, Hipocrisy, Rotting Christ, The Cure, Slipknot, Theatre of Tragedy, Seether, Rammstein, Borknagar, Xandria, After Forever, Sadie, Deadsquad, Purgatory, Solefalt, Epica, To Die For, Sun o))), Sentenced, Opeth, Massive Attack, Kittie, The Sins of Thy Beloved, Darkwell, Dismal Euphony, Balsagoth, Children of Bodom, Therion, Avrigus, Nemesea, Cardamon, Smashing pumpkin, Cokelat, Garbage, Linkin Park, Fort Minor, Coldplay, Lenny Kravitz, Collective Soul, REM, Vertical Horizon, Sinead 'O Connor, Muse, Alanis, Maroon Five, Metallice, Nirvana, Blur, The Corrs, Cranberries, Jewel, Chantal, Aaliyah, No Doubt
 

Favorite Movies

Lord of The Ring Series, 300, Underworld Series, Batman; The Dark Knight, The Mist, The Other Boleyn Girl, Monalisa Smile, Passion of the Christ, Hotel Rwanda, Phantom of the opera, Nagabonar Series, Child's game (France), Saint Ange, Cassanova, Memoirs of a Geisha, Da Vinci Code, Beautiful Mind, The Ring series (Japan version), Swordfish, Single white female, V For Vendetta, X-Men Series, Amityville Horror, Silence of The Lambs, Birth, Closer, Scary Movie Series, Harry Potter Series, Note Book, Nina (German), Kong, Romeo Must Die, The Devil Wears Prada, Children of Heaven, Jhonny English, Man On Fire and all Denzel Washington's movies, autumn in New York, Kungfu Hustle, Step Mom, The Blair Witch Project, Kill Bill Series, A Walk to Remember, Titanic, Copycat, Warkop Series
 

Favorite TV Shows

My TV's life is OVER.
 

Favorite Books

Al-Qur'an, LOTR Series, Your black wings, Harry Potter, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Selingkuh Itu Indah, Eragon, Elsdest, Brisngr, Pluralisme Agama: Haram!!, Agatha Christie, All Ayu Utami Novels, All Djenar maesa Ayu novels, All paulo Coelho novels, Marjane Satrapi, Saman, Manga, Samurai X, Topeng Kaca, Vampyre Comics, Annida, Pesantren Impian, Serial Pingkan, Supernova (Bodhi is my fantasy man!!), Harlequin (Mantep kan?! Hehehe..), Perfume, Atlas, Ensiklopedi, Reader of Cita Cinta, Femina & Cosmopolitan
 

Favorite Quote

"I would rather live halfly with half of me half of you rather than living fully me without half of you filling half of me"

~ My own ~
 

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.itu aku. : Sep 22, 2007
Hanya bisa tertawa
Yang tersisa... dan sedang coba direnggutnya
Saat itu juga, suatu daya tak lagi upaya
Detik itu juga, satu kalimat tak lagi pantas terucap

Semua terasa tak adil... Bagiku, baginya, bagimu...
Aku hanya bisa menebak, bagai menggambarkan sebuah surga dunia dengan mata buta terpejam
Terpekur, sungkur mendengkur...
Kau mencoba melakukan apa yang bisa kau lakukan dengan sisa nestapa dan keombang-ambingan pikiranmu
Memanggil suatu nama... di antara...

Jangan merasa bersalah padaku...
Itu sama sekali bukan urusan ku untuk ku selesaikan
Kau lemah, dia sialan, aku bajingan...
Tak bisa menebak siapa yang pantas untuk siapa
Siapa yang tak pantas untuk siapa

Bagaimana kalau kita melacur bersama saja di pinggiran jalan?
Saat aku menyadari aku sama sekali tidak lagi "merasa"
Tapi aku tak mau mati, hanya saja aku tak bisa menjelaskan sesuatu yang mengeras di dalam hati
Aku mati... Mati kah aku?

Senangkah menjadi pelacur? Mematikan semua yang bisa menyengsarakan?
Kalau begitu, tidak sengsara kah mereka?
Demi Tuhan aku ingin sekali kembali mencinta...
Tapi kenapa sulit sekali bagiku untuk meraba?

Kau lemah, dia sialan...
Tapi yang bajingan

itu aku...

*setelah sekian lama tidak menangis

while listening to the song "Frozen" by Within Temptation

I can’t feel my senses
I just feel the cold
All colors seem to fade away
I can’t reach my soul
I would stop running, If knew there was a chance
It tears me apart to sacrifice it all but I’m forced to let go

Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen but what can I do?

I can feel your sorrow
You won’t forgive me,
but I know you’ll be all right
It tears me apart that you will never know but I have to let go

Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen but what can I do?

Everything will slip way
Shattered peaces will remain
When memories fade into emptiness
Only time will tell its tale
If it all has been in vain

I can’t feel my senses
I just feel the cold
Frozen...
But what can I do ?
Frozen...
Tell me I’m frozen but what can I do?
Can’t tell the reasons I did it for you
When lies turn into truth I sacrificed for you
You say that I’m frozen, frozen...

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Jan 22, 2009 4:57 AM
septa says:
 
hallo.......
salam kenal yaa......
q sepTa.....qm sapa??

...punya YM ga.....??
 
Apr 2, 2008 5:34 AM
 
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Mar 9, 2008 4:56 AM
yono says:
 
i like your profile,very nice
 
Mar 8, 2008 11:50 AM
SNOWY says:
 
ขอบคุณมากนะครับที่รับเ็ป็นเพื่อนใหม่ thanks for add nice to meet you
 
Jan 4, 2008 2:24 PM
Adri says:
 
Gothic abiess
 
 
Oct 21, 2007 7:12 PM
Shawn says:
 
I hope you had a good holiday. Take care
 
Aug 1, 2007 5:48 AM
 
thks da add w!
kpan2 boleh dunk chat?
blzyeee
 
Aug 1, 2007 5:45 AM
 
thks da add w!
kapan2 cht dah!
 
Jul 16, 2007 12:33 AM
Shawn says:
 
HORAS! pa kabar?
 
Jul 16, 2007 12:26 AM
Shawn says:
 
HORAS!
thanks for accepting me as your friend!
take care ya!
 
Apr 22, 2007 9:46 PM
 

I JUST STOP TO GIVE U DIZ ROSE,
AND WANNA SAY HI! AND HOW ARE U?
TAKE CARE THEN..
PEACE!
 
 
Mar 1, 2007 8:13 PM
 
rasa nya udah d buang....minta maap ya
 
Feb 26, 2007 7:34 PM
 
bagaimana si....??...!!
 
 

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